Leave the false claims where they lie,Believing the grass is greener on the other sideDon’t let em' claim they love me!I wouldn’t even let em' hug me!My pride hungry inside,False claims don’t let em riseMy soul is ready to cry;False claims left me restless insideMy heart trembles to the words I love you.False claims are the result of broken faith They keep claiming they love me After the trigger ended all it for me.
Stressin’ and...Second guessin’Luckily I got two shordies That reigns in like blessin’I’m that n***a nowLookin’ at the world in the eyesParalyzed to deception Beatin’ down the walls I trip and fallI’m on the other side Drownin' in emotions Depression is the shark tank I can’t swim any further Darkness lurkin’ in every cornerHappiness depletes meI’m insane to humanity
Livin' this life has left me with no possibilities....
Can I come over and chill?I fell in love too quickGot too close with this shitAlone in my thoughts I wanna keep it realNo Netflix and Chill Our love hasn’t been the sameA low lit flame Tell me how you really feel.Now it just lonely ..I let you know when I come thru Breakfast and Smash is a thing of the pastI pull up, the love not good for meYour presence was my serenityYour laugh was my securityHigh on emotions I need to come over just to crash Just love me,Hold me,Trust me,I promise I’m the right company.
Darkness overwhelmsI promise I am not anemic,The failure prevails..Yet with every breath I get colderSatisfaction is just a gratitude,Every attempt I get frigid, Light is the progressThe flames become chilled,Success is the mindset... andLimitations are left at the bed rest
As of today I am nowhere close to being
the perfect person for you
to all the heartbreaks you endure with our time apart
I truly apologize.
I ask God to instill in me what I need to be
Compassionate, Sincere, and Faithful.
My fear of commitment comes from a lifetime of pain..
Summed up to being afraid to love and being loved
When the day comes I will be intuned with you
like the melody of Mozart,
like Mona Lisa Smile,
Engrave you in my heart
like the Sistine Chapel,
I will love you until my last breath..
Until that time I have to go through somethings to love you the way
You eat lies your heart is hungryUntil you realize the boy in the mirrorIs now a mantrapped between being a real niggabelieving your body count makes youTHAT GUY!
Truth is you're still just a little boy that never had a guide.