To My Future Wife

As of today I am nowhere close to being
the perfect person for you
to all the heartbreaks you endure with our time apart
I truly apologize.
I ask God to instill in me what I need to be
Compassionate, Sincere, and Faithful.
My fear of commitment comes from a lifetime of pain..
Summed up to being afraid to love and being loved
When the day comes I will be intuned with you 
like the melody of Mozart,
Admire you
like Mona Lisa Smile,
Engrave you in my heart 
like the Sistine Chapel,
I will love you until my last breath..
Until that time I have to go through somethings to love you the way 
you deserve.